yourloveisasin

2011-03-12T01:09:00.004+08:00

Hello Mother Fucker(s)!

This is your Fucking Majesty Blogger, Yuki or KokHua (As you wish)

Bow to me and suck my dick!

How's your mother fucking day?

Manage to get your balls suck or pussy tare?!

Back to posting at timeisamystery.blogspot.com

For some Mother Fucker that had been spamming my tagged box,

PLEASE FUCKING GET A LIFE

__ -..- __

STOP YOU AND YOUR FUCKING PORN WEBSITE

I'm going to remove the tagged box soon for goodness sake.

Fucking stuff happen at my school and it was fucking horrible till I feel like,

"Here we go here we go BOOM BOOM"

*Shake my boobs*

P.S. Sorry I don't fucking have that

Phew~

I'm feeling so much better now

Stress released

Case close!

Ja!

FUCKERS!

2011-01-31T23:54:00.004+08:00

Ohaiyo!

I am back post & you can see a volcano's pictures on the top

Yes! This is how I'm feeling right now!

First of all, my Life Skill RoadShow was fuck up!

Thanks!

My team members consist of 7 people & 4 turn up today to help out!

The rest?! At class enjoyed the aircon, SUCK MY DICK!

I carried the Drumset down from level 3 to level 1 and what?!

No guitar amp, no bass amp!

Yes!

Fucking piece of shit!

I know what you had been thinking, the drum how?!

I GOT TO CARRY IT UP ALL THE WAY BACK AGAIN!!!

FUCKING COOL ISN'T IT?!

Friends

This topic seems to be very hot right now

*Arrow shoot here*

One down!

*Arrow shoot there*

Another one down

STOP!!!

Seriously, fucking stop!!

*Continue shooting*

Another one down

*Counter Attack*

Down!

*Airplane fly past & drop a bomb*

ALL DIE!

This is eventually how a friendship end

What's the point?

*Thank you*

2010-11-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

Talento 2010 was over yesterday. I screwed up a little bit but then it's the last time I'm standing on stage with Edvox Music School. I wanna thanks Mr David Heng, my bass & guitar teacher. He had thought me alot ever since I get into Edvox Music School. Without him, I won't be a bassist. From nothing, I had become something. I really enjoyed the lesson with him every Saturday. Talking about girls, joke around, getting serious. Appreciate & unforgettable.

I know he's proud of me now.
I will continue to work hard & never let him down!

2010-11-15T19:05:00.003+08:00

"Without music, life would be a mistake" - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

There's the quote for today by Friedrich Wilhelm Niezsche...

Alright, today was a tiring day though. Went school at 7am plus as per usual & done AEC Trail Test & accompanied my classmate, Minn, to penisular to purchase his first electric guitar with Izaan & Vincent.

There will be an AEC Phase Test tomorrow! So it's quite a tiring day for me & LDP project deadline is 7th Dec & we don't really done with alot of stuff which is very good because I plan to get an "A" for my LDP.

Hopeully tomorrow will be a better day!

Last but not least, RiotEvokeR will have their very first EP soon!
Stay Tune!

JA!

2010-11-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

If you find this post OFFENDING,
FUCK OFF!

I'm sorry for being rude,
But I still want to post this

Today, I took the bust 63 with my friend, ZhenYang. The bus was too squeezy as there're lots of people. Well, I saw this pregnant lady came up of the bus & stand right infront of this UNCLE ( AGE 20+ ). This fucking Chee Bye Mother Fucker pretend that there's nothing happen & stared at the pregnant lady. Guess what? He remain sitting at his seat, pretending that he don't know anything

Ok, seriously, if he called himself a SINGAPOREAN then I only can said, it's a DISGRACE to have such a Mother Fucking Chee Bye Faggot to be a Singaporean.

I'm standing there with ZhenYang & I kept looking at the area where the pregnant lady was standing but NOBODY FUCKING CARE ABOUT HERE & PRETEND THEY SEE NOTHING!!

SERIOUSLY, I FIND IT FUCKING DIGUSTED & DISGRACE BY ALL THIS PEOPLE BEHAVIOUR!!!

I FIND THAT KIDS AT THE AGE OF 12 TO 15 ARE BETTER THAN ALL ADULTS BECAUSE THEY WILL GIVE THEIR SEAT TO PREGNANT LADIES & OLD PEOPLE!

WAKE UP YOU MIND!

2010-11-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

This post might be offending..
So you can choose not to read, prevent creating trouble.

Thank you!

Case No.1:
I was told that this fellow is trying to do some funny stun by saying that, "John know a little bit of skills & want to act already. My skills are better than him."
Question No.1:
Who's the one trying to act?
Answer No.1:
The one that said John trying to act.

Case No.2:
This fellow said, "All my members don't like them including me"
Question No.2:
Who know the truth?
Answer No.2:
Approach the members & asked & found out that that was the fellow's "joke"

Case No.3:
This fellow said, "Eh, I actually can play this very well. I don't want to let my members know because I MIGHT BE leaving them after everything."
Question No.3:
What's the point of showing it now & later?
Answer No.3:
Eventually this fellow is not a very trustworthly person & he just trying to make use of his members.

Case No.4:
This fellow said to his friend, "John used Iphone, I also got Iphone but mine is another color"
Question No.4:
What is he trying to tell his friend?
Answer No.4:
He's simply wanna show off to his friend but John dare to say his Iphone is Made In China but this fellow doesn't dare to

There are still alot of case, if you guys interested, do tag me at my tagged box & I will post it.

For people who dislike, I suggest you not to tag & just letting you know this is my blog, so respect ya?
Thank you!

Case Close!

2010-11-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

I had decided to move on with my peeps! Your point of view towards me as a friends for all these years did disappoint me but I still pity you, using such act to make friends. There are some facts I got to let you guys know....

#1: I make friends using my heart
#2: I don't use money to make friends
#3: I rather have a true friends than lots of "friends"

Why? Why am I saying this?
Well, I realised some of the people I know around me does not care about how their friends feels & what they do is for themselves & for their benefits. They just want to have lots of "friends" to keep himself/herself entertain & he/she always trying to act like they're "happy". I'm very sad for you.

I am really happy to have lots of true friends around me.

2010-11-07T18:41:00.021+08:00

How much I had been through for this 4 years...

From 2007 till 2010

2007: Brian, Zushi, Yuki, Sunishimi, Takumi

I was once a nothing & I don't even know if I can stand at the stage or not!

I even daydream that I will be standing infront of a few audiences just to play with my dear, RiotEvokeR.

2007: Sunishimi, Takumi, Yosuke, Yuki
We were still a wanna be during young & we did not expect anything beside going to jamming studio and make fucking lots of noise...

2007: Yuki, Sunishimi, Takumi, Rahmadan, Adrian
I had won the Manjusri Idol 2007 Group 2nd Runner Up with the help of Adrian & Rahmadan.
It's a very nice experience standing at the stage for the very first time.

2008: Justin, Yuki, Adrian, Shuji, Samson
After having a chance to perform, I asked for more!
So I got to perform at the canteen for my school 2008 Graduation Day with the help of Justin, Adrian & Samson..

2009: Shuji, Starsky, Yuki, Katsuke
People comes & goes, one of my friends introduced me a awesome guitarist, Starsky & we changed our name to "HETHZILEO"

2009: Starsky, Katsuke, Shuji, Yuki

2009: Yuki, Shuji, Katsuke, Starsky
I actually asked for more again & got to perform at my school Graduation day again!
I'm actually quite happy that day!

2010: Shawn, Katsuke, Starsky, Yuki

2010: Starsky, Yuki, Katsuke, Shawn
We actually record an original called "Revenged of the Night" written by Shawn Lee (Drummer).

We took this picture after the music video recording.

2010: SeaWeed, Yuki, Junichi, Katsuke, Shawn

After Starsky left, I decided to change the band name back to "RiotEvokeR" becuase I personally feel that where I fall is where I rise again with a stronger line up.

This is acutally the most excitiing live in my life because after waiting for 4 years, I had stand at the public with my very own band RiotEvokeR. I had been waiting for this day to come! Although it's screwed but I'm very happy!

2010: SeaWeed, Yuki, Katsuke, Junichi
Shawn left us after that performance

2010: Yuki, Junichi, Katsuke, SeaWeed
As you can see, we finally made it to Hard Rock Cafe Singapore!

2010: Deon, Yuki, Katsuke, SeaWeed

Junichi did not left us, he just went to serve his National Service.

So we find a sessionist, Deon (Ex Drummer) for help .

2010: Deon, Katsuke, Yuki, SeaWeed
Latest pictures...

A wonderful day at Singapore Discovery Centre.

Looking at all this pictures that I had took from 2007 until 2010 now, I had relised that people did acutally come and go. Reason is because of they got their own dream, interest etc.

I had been though quite a number of hardship this 4 years & now, I finally realised that what I want for my career the most is a stage with my band mates & let the audience feel us.

I seriously thanks all those musicians that help me for all this years.

Thank you so much!

Specail Thanks to...

Joel Quek (3WD) for giving me a chance to feel like how is like to be in a band

Nick Paine (Abyssal Dawn )for giving a chance to be in Abyssal Dawn & giving me lots of advise

Sharil (Abyssal Dawn) for listening to my band's stuff

Justin Choo for sessioning with me & give me some idea

Adrian for sessioning with me

Rahmadan for sessioningw with me

Ex members:

Deon Tan (Dr)

Shawn Lee (Dr)

Starsky (Gu)

Samson Teo (Gu/Vo)

Brian Chew (Gu)

Matthew Tan (Ba)

Thank you so much to you guys

2010-11-05T08:22:00.003+08:00

Recently, alot of childish stuff happened here & there. I was wondering, all friendship are so fragile? Or just because that you had been tolerating all this bullshit that's why you cannot take it anymore?

For me, I had been tolerating for all this while. Bruises at my hand, digusting action all this while & I'm still tolerating beacuse I know this is you. I didn't expect you took my words like "bullshit" & test my paitient. By saying I'll said negative things about you causes me to find that YOU DON'T TRUST ME AT ALL! So, to you, I am such a friend all this while? I'm not very angry with you but dissapointed.

By doing all this, what you will get? NOTHING! You're old enough to think & yet you choose to be childish. Shame on you! All this while, since when you're wrong? You're always the right one & people around you are always the wrong one!

If you manage to read it, you got no rights to tag at my blog because this blog belongs to me & I got the rights to share out my feeling & how dissapointed I am.

Right now, I don't regard you as my friends because you don't have the TRUST in me ever since that I "COMFIRM" tell people about your negative points. I had warn you again & again, if you said you know me too well, you sure know my reaction. So don't you ever say that I'm PETTY because I had warn you again & again & AGAIN!

Is either you change your attitude or we just wave good bye to each other......
I shall end my typing here because I got too much to say.

JA!!!

2010-11-02T19:55:00.006+08:00

RiotEvokeR feat Deon Tan

Let the pictures do the talking.....

It's me with the new hairstyle!

My <3 one & me~
Always love her

RiotEvokeR!

RiotEvokeR

Epiphone Bass

Epiphone Embassy

2010-10-31T15:36:00.002+08:00

First of all, yesterday, 30th October 2010 was my 4th Years Anniversary with my Cristal Tan! Yea, 4 years and I'm starting to count down for the 5th Years right now!

Secondly, yea! No doubt, I had cut my fringe..BANGS~ Partly is because sometimes it always cover my eye & I feel quite uncomfortable!

Last but not least...After 5 jamming Sessions with RiotEvokeR & extra practice with ZhenYang, we had finally come to the end of our performance yesterday @ Singapore Discovery Centre, YouthPhoria. I really appreciate those who came down & supported us & those who wish us at Facebook etc..It's was a good show & everything went well but the time was really packed when we're performing..Luckily, we end the song nicely~
Oh! The host asked me a questions so sudden & I don't know how to answer & I don't even know what the fuck I said..LOLS!

Alright, got to end here!
JA!!

2010-10-25T21:38:00.006+08:00

PikaBOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!

It's me, yuki, kokhua, neoneo, meow meow, toot toot, hard gay, etc etc!!
I am here posting because
#1 :It's my blog ( Talking rubbish )
#2: I want share it with you guys

First of all, I started playing bass because I love music & bass give me those effect that I want. Like those DEEP DEEP sound. Ya know?!

Secondly, I formed a band because I want to compose songs & give my best to my fans & friends. I said this & I got prove it although my band did not move that far but we will make it big one day! That's why I need someone that really love music.

Catch RiotEvokeR @ Singapore Discovery Centre on the 30th October 2010
YouthPHORIA
3pm -10pm
Ticket: $10 per entry

-The End-

2010-10-24T09:39:00.002+08:00

Boo!
RiotEvokeR had a photoshoot yesterday with Deon Tan on the extreme left. Guess what? Junichi will come back to join us at 2011 January!!

Alright..Alright

Actually I don't like to work with 6 kinds of people..
No.1 No sense of responsibility
No.2 Always think that he/she is right
No.3 Don't willing to work hard & rely on other
No.4 Only say but no shown
No.5 Poor attitude
No.6 Must tell then will do

Sometimes I got so unlucky that I had to work with one person that had all this 6 things I dislike. I don't have a choice even I choose to tell him/her off. He/she always got tons of excuses.

What to do?

2010-10-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

Haze is making me fucking sick & a BIG "THANKS" to the person that burn the forest that causes all this shit! I never regret to study Geography during my secondary school & I find that it's such a shame that we human are the one destroying our homeland, Earth! Don't you think so? After burning all the forest you may earn alot of money but what about your health?

What a shame!

Alright, RiotEvokeR is going to have a hardcore jamming session tomorrow!

Oh ya!, meet the parents session tomorrow!!!

Peace & Smile!
Save the EARTH!!

2010-10-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

Today the haze level reach 108 which means that the air it's unhealthy for us! So the best is we wear a mask to go out. If not, you will me like me having breathing diffculties now!
Well, I realised one of my classmate don't wanna study anymore & still come school for what? Fun fair? Your friends care about you that's why they bother to say you, am I right?

It's coming & it's really near. 30th Oct 2010! Singapore Discovery Centre!

2010-10-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

BOO!
Looks like my house area is not a nice place to slack due to too many little "gangsters" exist. What the fuck is going on in this place? Kids are getting worst each day & year. Instead of finding trouble, why not study & don't do something stupid that make themselves regret in life? Seriously, they should make themselves useful rather than doing things that they think that it's "fun" & "cool".
I'm actually quite sad because they used to be those cute little kids that I wanna be friends with. But out of sudden, they just become a bunch of little "gangsters" that cannot be bother.

Ok~ Back to the reason I am posting my blog for today!
Well, I don't think I wanna work with people that is VERY irresponsible & make us feel like "shit". No point working with them when RiotEvokeR's E&R will drop. Sorry to say that but this is the band decision.

30th October 2010! See you guys there!!

2010-10-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

"You think you are GOOD,
I don't CARE!
You think you are COOL,
I don't CARE!
Fuck your mother,
Fuck your father,
I don't CARE
Fuck your sister,
Fuck you brother,
I don't CARE!!!"

A song composed by Seaweed & I was still wondering if we should put this song in our original or not?!

-___-" With a second thought, bad idea!

Today went to practice songs with Seaweed till 8plus then reach home! Nice one la!

BYE!!!

I don't care~

YEEHAA

2010-10-16T12:51:00.002+08:00

How you guys doing? RiotEvokeR will be perfroming at Singapore Discovery Centre! Check this out!

Secondly.......

YES! No doubt!! RiotEvokeR is supported by Gibson!!!

I find that RiotEvokeR is starting to move forward! *Clap Clap*

Recently, I'm practicing for our 30th October performance & composing too!

I giving myself alot of stress than before for my school work & I found out that it's getting worst because I had actually forget about this thing called, "Study Smart".

Signing out now
JA!!

2010-10-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

I am fucking pissed right!

Ok back to the topic of the day!
I realised that the place where we used to slack when we're young had totally change. Change for the bad of course! You can tell by looking at the picture. I don't know why but this isn't the right thing that should happen at the place where kids are suppose to enjoy. Just find it very sad that our place had become a "HELL".

Tomorrow is the day!

2010-10-12T21:48:00.001+08:00

Whatever it takes, RIOTEVOKER is ready!

&& I realise that Ong Jing Wen is pretty! AWWWW~

Hehes~ I'm gonna stop here!

JA!

2010-10-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

YATTTTAAAAA~ ^^.v
I'm so happy!

Ok, today is brand new day where I get back to school & new modules starting soon! Can't wait to study & study & STUDY!!! Izaan, Minn & I got Chi Seng as our vocalist for "Nameless". Wait, "Nameless" is the band name! Not "MUCHI" !!

Well, I had left MaskingTapE & all the best for them! Rock the G.Day!

RiotEvokeR is geting better & better each time & I can see the "SUN" shinning at us! Unfortunately, Junichi never get to join us! Even so, his attitude & soul will be with us!!

2010-10-10T22:10:00.001+08:00

It's 10/10/10 & time now is 10.10pm!

I am composing right now! So ya! BYE BYE!

2010-10-09T22:04:00.004+08:00

First of all, I don't owe anyone anything except my family. I don't deserve such fuck up attitude when I am just asking a question that you can answer it. Unfortunately, answering the question seems to be very hard for you. *Clap Clap* Hello "TOP" student~ Saying how much you hate someone & contact that person back once things happen! Nice move! Althought I know that it your own decision who to concact with. (Y) for you! Loser~

From the past, the MAIN reason I started it is because of what? You know the best! Now you look, what it become? It totally lost the MAIN reason why this thing was created. What I suggested had been reject, reject & REJECT & what other suggested I always accept. Before saying me for being selfish, why not you think back about what I said & decide who is being selfish my friend.

By the way, I am not looking for attention because I don't need it & blog is created for people to read isn't it? You may find that I'm childish because you had realised what I said here is the FACT. Isn't it?

Hey, people got their own ways to judge things. If things happen to you & I said that you're childish, are you happy? Think before saying cause I finally had enought of all this fucking bullshit!

Thank you & PEACE!

WOOOO~
After saying out all my feeling, I finally feel so much better!

Looking forward for school reopen!!

YAAAATTAAAAA!!!

2010-10-08T10:15:00.004+08:00

Just a random picture I feel like posting because I look so white in this picture without editing. LOLS!

School are going to re-open soon & I'm not sure what time it start & which classroom we must go to because my teacher have not call us yet. Today those who went for the Hong Kong trip will becoming back & wonder that Fion got bought things for us not? Hmmmm...I guess not?

2010-10-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

No doubt! That's my result for my ITE! GPA.4! I'm not trying to show off my result if you think I am. I am trying to tell you guys, maybe you're good at other subject! Why I said that is because I had fail my GCE O' Level. When I started my first time in ITE Electronic Nitec Course, I realised that I can learn all this skills and applied at my musical instruments. Find the course that you can apply in your interest or you love! Don't join the course cause you think that you will earn alot but you don't enjoy it at all!!!!

Actually why I studied hard is because I promised both of my Great-Grandpa & Great-Grandma I will studied hard when they left. I know I must study for myself not because I made a promise to someone. Another reason is something got to do with my Great-Grandparents & O' level. I will never forget what my Great-Grandma said to me when I told her I failed my O'level. Her words really made me cried & made me want to study!

From next term onwards, I will continue to study hard for myself & my future! Cheers! :)

2010-10-05T11:31:00.002+08:00

ELLO~!
Back for posting timeisamystery.blogspot.com!
This blog is full of my memories! So I don't feel like abandon it!
So, how are you guys?! I went for BLAZE Camp last week & it was totally AWESOME!!! If you guys to a chance to go, don't hesitate & GO! But it's quite tiring week for me because I had to do alot of stuff during this holiday & I actually went for Botacnical Garden with ITE Greenery Club members! I really find that we should stop all this activities that harm the environment!!!

Oh ya! I went to work at Gain City Expo too! I saw two of my old partners that I used to work with, Peter & Joy! LOLS!
Alright, I think I should end here already.

JA NEHH!

2010-09-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

"Happy" 47th months Anniversary

Ya, I'm so "happy" that I celebrate it alone & my girlfriend is happily playing LAN with her friends. We only celebrate it yearly instead of monthly. How wonderful isn't it?

I never fail to be alone at times. Seriously, am I suppose to be happy right now?

2010-09-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hi there! How you guys been doing?

Yesterday, I had be sharing thoughts with my friend wondering if people should post what they don't like at facebook and if people follow them or you can say agree with them are just "Dog & Retard" ? Why not they just meet up one-to-one and settle things instead of being a "keyboard warrior" ?

Here's my friend thought, he said he find that it's too childish to post all this stuff at facebook and spam all over the wall & people follow them & agree with them are just doing it blindly without thinking it at all. He find that they should meet out one-to-one instead of typing here & there.

& now here's my thought. People can type or say whatever they want at their facebook, blog etc..Because it's their own privacy & freedom to write it. I find that this is the reason why blog, facebook etc are created for right guys? Plus, I also told him that people agree with the people writing on the wall & follow the person is because may be this happened to them before? Beside that, I also asked him, if he said that people type all this are just "keyboard warrior", what about him? Are he refering to himself as well? People got their way of settling things & sometimes meeting up one-to-one will causes them to fight.

After all this, we find that each of us got our very own thoughts towards this.

What about you guys? You can reply me at facebook or buy tagging my blog.

Thank you very much!
JA!

2010-09-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

Friends? What are friends to you?

In life, some of my "friends" find me when they're facing diffculties. I know it's ok to help peole to solve their problem but I don't think it's ok for them to use me as a "friend". After you help them, they will just act like you're really close with them & fuck you off after that. So, what's the point I need such "friends" in my life?

Reading my blog right now you may think it's you because you treated me this way isn't it? Well, you can tell if I'm refering to you by the way I speak to you. I only be rude to people that don't appreciate friendship.

I'm not a computer hero that write my message here but look, blog is for me to write my stuff so don't say that "You're just a computer hero". Boy, this is just the very basic way of acting childish. Don't say that "He only know how to say people la, he also this kind of person." Well, nice try! If I don't treat you as my friends, I will not be writing this right now and bother to care about my friends that are in trouble.

Enough of helping some faggots, it's time for me to do my own stuff.

JA!

2010-09-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

Had been trying to hold back my tears everything when I'm using computer. I still can't get use to this "new life". Turn right to my right hand side, like someone is coming to nag at me & asked me to sleep. The dragging sound on the floor, the silly but sweet smile, the naggy but caring voices, the irritating but worried heart was no longer exist in reality but keep inside of my heart. I'm sorry & thank you so much for all this years. I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart & I just can't stop my tears from flowing down.

I'm sorry, I can't continue typing now. Miss you....

2010-09-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

My tagged box is rotting~ *HINT HINT*
Finally, I've decided to post again & this time round I'm gonna share my study life.
I had been studying for next week exam & I had actaully read that EEP book for a few times & I getting to love study more! I have not start my DEC revision yet! I shall start tomorrow!

I had been selected to go for the BLAZE camp ( Basic Leadership Blah Blah Camp ), I'm so happy but I will miss my family although it's only 3 days 2 nights.

I'm feeling kinda sad right now because my heart fee so empty. Does everyone change their emotion when they listen to song?

My memories are so sweet yet sour. I miss them althought I can't get to see them anymore. Moving forward is what everyone are suppose to do but sometimes, it's really very hard for you to move if you are totally emotional breakdown.

2010-08-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

Well, SHAMEI said I never update my blog. So I'm here to update, I think she miss me that's why asked me to post -__-" Well well, nothing much happen in my life recently. Just went to visit my teachers at Manjusri Secondary. What do you know? It's Teachers' Day tomorrow!! Happy Teachers' Day!! :)

2010-08-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

Both of my beloved Great-Grandparents not here anymore. My great-grandpa passed away last week. 2 of my beloved Great-Grandparents had meet each other somewhere, where we can't reach. Double blow...

2010-08-08T13:40:00.002+08:00

I decided to update this blog today as Miss WenShi asked me to...

So what had I been doing this few days? Recently my Great grandma just passed away on the 31st July 2010. She was 80 this year & I had spent her last night with her. I feel so empty without her in the house as she will always nagged at me etc.. But I must learn that everyone will get old someday then leave this world. This is life, my friend..I shall stopped posting about her stuff as I don't really love to share it out here..

I find that my studying is getting better and better. So ya..Nothing much to update about my life..I guess that's all.. :)

2010-07-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Seems like I've never post alot at this blog already!

Here's the post for what had happening at school! I starting to study hard already but I always get distracted easily! I'm not saying my friends distract me but I just don't know why I love to TALK! PUSSY!!!
I'm taking part the Robotic competition with 2 of my classmates & the 3 of us plan to drop out from this competition due to some reasons that pissed us off!

Last Thursday I've played soccer with my classmates & seriously, I REALLY CAN'T PLAY SOCCER!! DARN!!!

Just came back from the 10hours jamming & taking a rest soon! JA NEHH!!!!

2010-07-06T20:18:00.001+08:00

Stress!

School re-opened yesterday & today, I'm trying to do the homework the teacher gave. Sadly, I can't get a single answer. Hmmm, what's the matter with me? If I want to get GPA 4, I shouldn't have such attitude. What can I do to make myself concentrate?!

Anyone?

2010-06-30T18:49:00.003+08:00

Back posting because I don't wish to abandon this blog as this blog got alot of my past memories.

First, does anyone got betray before? I did & it hurts! Those memories cannot be forgotten no matter how hard I want to! Now, it became a "scar" at my heart. What's yours?

By the way my 2nd blog is open!
http://retarded-bassist-yuki.blogspot.com/
There's no tagbox so you can only comment there.
Do comment uh! :)

2010-06-17T21:28:00.005+08:00

Maybe this will be my last post, nobody know..

In life, the one that will never leave me is my own shadow. I only trust myself and my family that's all. This is life, I don't have to care what will happen to people I don't trust

I will not care about her anymore. Regarding what she want to do, what happen to her. Caring for her is just an extra thing for me because I think she don't like being care at all and she just don't dare to tell me. Bought her couple ring, she never wear. She only wear the rings she bought. I was thinking, she just afraid that people know that she got stead or what so ever. She just don't bother to reply my sms or what. Maybe I don't understand her at all.

My bands? Beside MaskingTapE and Abyssal Dawn, I don't think that R.E will go far. Why? Just simply look at the attitude. Things already been set like some people with poor attitude and full of bullshit don't willing to change can just simply continue eating shit and stand at the same spot for your whole life

Some friends are really caring and lovely and some are just fucking irritating and irresponsilble. If I don't reply your sms, or pick up your call, this means that you are the one I dislike

Come on, I justing getting all this things straight. I don't care for people who never care for others' feeling anymore because caring for them will only make myself stress.

Staring at the screen now, typing all this stuff. Nobody will bother to read and tag. So, maybe I will stop posting all this fucking shit.

I just don't feel like talking to anyone right now. Since this is my life and things are going to happen like how it suppose to be, well...I shall accept it. I don't mind spending my holiday playing my bass guitar and go jamming. If this is the way my life suppose to be.

2010-06-16T14:28:00.005+08:00

Next time before you find a bandmate, do tell them...
"Hey, beside bandmates, we are friends too. So, feel free to go out next time beside jamming"

How I treat you is equal to how you treat me.

Thank you!

2010-06-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

First day of holiday and I got nothing to do actually. So I had planned to stay at home and spent time with my bass. I had 98% complete Nightmare ( Avenged Sevenfold ) & Miseinen ( The GazettE ). Meanwhile, I had also half way finish my instrumental song which I going to get them record this year end or next year together with 2 more songs. I will post the songs at my blog and other webpage. Do support. Thank yo

2010-06-13T16:27:00.003+08:00

I am really pissed off right now!
I cannot work with someone that is not responsibility anymore! Having the "SAME" passion is what you said, what you shown is nothing.

Fucking waste of time...

2010-06-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

It's seems like no one taking it serious. I cannot stand it anymore going into that place and spend my money for wasting time. I got to take things seriously, I cannot stand people that never keep their words and talk full of craps. I seriously had enough of such bullshit.

The post on top is just to say out how I feel right now. Read and remember, even you know someone for years, he/she will still lie to you for their stead. Trust me! Did you guys had friend(s) that say one thing then do another thing and find excuses for themselves? If got, trust me, fuck them off before they fucking take advantage and act in front of you saying how much you mean to them.

Readers, I apologise for the words I had said here because I don't know where to say this things. So I hope you guys understand. Thank you! :)

2010-06-06T21:54:00.003+08:00

Well, let's start the topic with my "TIRING FRIDAY"......

Had a DEC assignment to do in the morning, but I think my 40marks gone cause I had not even finish then my teacher went to take my paper away! DAMN YOU!! Lucky assignment did not take up alot of percentage, if not I sure "SCREW" my teacher.
After school, rush back to Sims's home and packed my stuff then rush to Aljunided's home. My dear, Nigel, looked for me and we went to MaskingTapE's jamming together. It was FUCKING AWESOME! Then went to Bugis for Abyssal Dawn's jamming. Nick, my leader was late. Well, but I had to give him a gay hug as he passed the Ibenez 20 years old bass to me. I planned to sand it as it's "out of shape" and spray it. A.D's jamming was fun and awesome too! After Abyssal Dawn's jamming, I got to rush to RiotEvokeR's jamming. Well, kinda disappointed...

Thank you Wenshi for cheering me up! *HUG-GY*

OH! I almost forget, i might be starting up a youtube channel with Minn :)

2010-05-31T20:57:00.003+08:00

I am back for posting plus WENSHI asked me to!

A clap for myself as I've score well for my Maths Assignment 1 and 2. For my assignment 1, I got 88-100 & 99-100 for assignment 2! Well, compare to Pawan, I am totally LOSER! That inhuman score 100-100 which is full mark for his both assignment!!! Nevermind, WORK HARD MR NEO!!!

Last friday I did not enjoy jamming at all but I guess Shawn know why. Didn't have much to say.

WAIT!
Today lesson actually STARTED at 2pm and I came school at 7.30am!!! Why? Some said that the lesson start at 8am some said 10am which made me damn confused!! But ended it started at 2pm cause we had complete our assignment for maths and we can leave the class till 2pm as Maths lesson end at 1pm.

Mr Neo, you can do it!!

2010-05-26T08:57:00.002+08:00

Back to the SAME OLD WAYS OF POSTING.
Why?
Because I've WAITED FOR FEW HOURS AND THE VIDEO NOT UP YET!!!!
So I shall stick back to the old way of posting. :)

Recently school was fun and I love to study so much nowadays. But then something keep on bothering me which is not about my family stuff nor relationship stuff and it will never be my school stuff. I was wondering "What's the point of continue if everythings still the same?" For example, band. Let's say....If the reason we disband is because of irresponsibility then when we decided to reunion, same old things happen. What's the point? I know people will say "You never try, you will never know?" But what if I know that the same old things will happened before I do? What you guys think?

Secondly, I dislike people that don't organsie their time and screw things up. Who will ever like this kind of people? You like it when someone who screw up things and yet they dislike people that also screw up thing? o.O

Do tagged and let me know..Thank you :)

2010-05-20T20:32:00.005+08:00

WENSHI ARRRRRRRRRR!

2010-05-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Alright, I've got reply from Nao, Kaylynn and WenShi.
Nao said she post pictures then with a little words.
Maybe I can try doing it for some of my post ya?

Kaylynn said she formed band because we all love music plus and built up a strong bonding.
Well, I agree with her and I hope all people thinks the same way too ya?

WenShi said I should tried all three kinds of way to post my blog.
Hmmmm, I can't possible do that, maybe I will try the video one first.

Now back to my life at school....
Today finally hand in my EEP's project and I'm very happy! But....tomorrow we will start to do another project...Well, to become a top student, I really got to wake up already! :)

2010-05-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

I was thinking how to post my blog for the pass few days. Post my blog as in?! What I'm trying to say is, should I post my blog by recording my voice like how thos FM's DJ did? Or record a video of myself? Like what Shane Dawnson said, we should record a video of ourselves and don't care about those haters. Well, I totally agree...So what do you guys think?

1. I post my blog by typing
2. I post my blog my recording my vocie if I can find that software
3. I post my blog by recording video and upload.

Do reply if you guys are reading. THANKS!

2010-05-16T19:05:00.003+08:00

Alright here's the replied I've got from the previous post.

Wenshi said she prefer Neo Kok Hua cause he's cuter and she also stated that Yuki & KokHua is the same person but different role. What I got to said is, Thank you so much! <3

ZhenYang said my "What the Fuck" post is really What the Fuck... o.O"

Nao said "WTF" can be "Why Trap Fire" & "Where the Fish?". Hahas, that's pretty nice uh?

Alright, I thank you so much for replying the tagged..So, today I wanna asked you guys about BAND. What's the reason that makes you guys form a band? Well, to me, I formed a band cause I love music and I can express out my feeling. So, do reply if you're reading.

Thank you! :)

2010-05-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey~
I'm here to post about the previous post. I got this friend, Nao had share with me What's blog to her. Thank you so much! At least I got one reply better than none! Thanks Nao :)

Recently, I don't understand why some people love to said "WTF" here and there. I seriously does not understand WHY they love this "WTF" so much. "WTF" is it "WHAT THE FUCK"?, "WHOSE THE FUCKER"?, "WHY TORTURE FRIENDS"? etc... Although "WTF" is already known as "WHAT THE FUCK" to almost all the people but WE can make it into another words. Isn't that right?!
So tell me what's "WTF" to you? Is it the same old "WHAT THE FUCK" or what?

Thank you for sharing :)

2010-05-11T18:39:00.002+08:00

What is blog to you? A journal to write out your feeling? Or a website that you shared what happened during today? Well, to me I would like to say...BOTH.. What about you? Although there will be no one tagging or reading, I still wanna ask, what's blog to you?

Sometimes, people will find it why I got 2 facebooks' account. Well, one is MrNeo KokHua & another one is Yuki Byakuya. By looking at the pictures, you guys will simply know why. Who do you guys prefer?

So, I really hope that you guys can tell me about who you all prefer. Maybe both also don't like? I will still accept as long as it's from the bottom of your heart.

2010-05-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

Today SW lesson ( We called it PE during Secondary School ) was not fun at all! Do all the NAFA test things except 2.4km. My pull up, sit up & sit and reach can say GO DIE already. LOLS. Lucky I got my 2.4km, shutter run ( Deproved my 2 seconds ) & standing board jump. But afterall, I still got to "train" the one that I failed.

Why am I posting right now instead of going for Basketball training? Because I told the president LOH DE SOONG, I got numbers of homework to do. Hopefully I can done by today!

LEHHHHHH

2010-05-09T19:42:00.002+08:00

Second post during Mother's Day.

Just now I was sitting down at the playground alone & I saw this kid with her aunt playing see-saw. This kid was very cute & he was 5years old yet 35kg. His aunt told me alot about this kid. Interesting. Another kid came after awhile and play with the 5 years old kid. After awhile the 5years old kids went back with is aunt. So the 6 years old kid sat beside me & talked to me. He asked me this " Why you sit here alone? Your grandma is waiting for you, you know Did you give her a call?" The first thing that came to my mind was a young kid like him already know about responsibility. Wait..this isn't about Mother's Day right but why I post this???

Well, actually I love kids alot. In future, I do not know who will be my kids mother or maybe I will not get married?!!! But I want to let her know, I will eat what she gonna eat when pregnant and do what she do even I cannot get my stomach big.

Afterall, this got totally no link....

2010-05-09T14:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all the Greatest mothers in the world.

Well, in primary school days, my teachers will always asked me to make a Mother's Day card for my mother but, I did not know what to draw, what to say to my mother because ever since I was young, my dad & mum divorce and I never keep in touch with her ever since I was 7 years old. I was kinda envy those kids with dad and mum around them. People will said this when their mum nagged at them, "My mother was so irritating, can't she just stop nagging me for once?!" I got to tell you this, "If you find your mother irritating, give her to me!"

Respect your mother not only at Mother's Day. Respect her everyday, every single mintues. She spent her 9 months, every seconds, every mintues with you, without any complains.

Thank you!

2010-05-06T18:55:00.003+08:00

Back to my school life. My classmates are all listening to Justin Biber and I don't like it. Why? Because I don't like Justin Biber alot. Just cannot stand it when I heard this "Baby Baby Baby...." Gosh! I can actually get pissed off by this. Sickening! Sometimes, I got tried to concentrate but FAIL to. I will never give up about what I've plan for my studies and I will show it. EEP project was totally a big QUESTION MARK in my head now. LOLS!

Tomorrow lesson will end early but I've to rush home to prepare for my Saturday Jazz Band Audition. Why audition again?! A good question. The answer is...I never get a chance to have my audition.

I guess that's all. JA!

For those who leave without tagged..FUCK YEA! LOLS!

2010-05-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

S[k]ape;goat by Deluhi...I've been listening to this songs 100+ time every since Thursday. Now my brain was totally physco! Which is a good thing. I remember last week I almost smash my bass after I played the song, Shininig by Girugamesh. Seriously, nowadays why I fucking high?! Anyone?! LOLS! Right now, I am still listening to Skapegoat and my brain is full of the words "FUCK! I want to smash something now!". Is this a good thing? Anyone?!

Ironman 2 was great and I give it 4/5. Why? Cause War Machine's "Ex Wife". LOLS! You must watch then you will get what I talking about.

JA!

2010-04-27T18:50:00.004+08:00

So, this is what you will do when I've leave HETHZILEO. Deleted me from Facebook, whatever it is...LAME & I am very disappointed with you. Seriously...

2010-04-25T20:07:00.005+08:00

RAHHH! I was doing my homework just now and I don't understand lots of question. I'm going crazy cause 1+1 does not equal to 1. It's 0 carry 1. Get it?! That's my course. Tomrrow might be looking for Mrs Wan and ask her for help after school as my CCA starts at 7pm and end at 9pm. I will be totally DEADMEAT! CCA carry 0.2, so I got no choice and go for the CCA. Actually, I don't plan to go because I want to go home study but then...0.2 lehh~ Must go. I guess I got to plan my time already. If not my LKY Award will vanish!

I believe I can & I will do it!

I officially leave HETHZILEO. I'm very dissapointed in you. We used to dream big & you showing me those attitude for 4 years. You get pissed off when one of them said you & from that day, I starting to feel you because I thought you are really serious making HETHZILEO moving forward. I am very happy that day even though we both were so pissed off about the member that tell us off. I know that you're good, but you will never be best if your attitude is bad. Like you said, I can "rant" what I want on the net. Same goes to you, you can say what you want about me to others. I live with no regret. All the best for your future.

Sayonara, HETHZILEO

Sorry readers, I know it's a bit hush to said about my band here. But this is the only place I can say out how I feel. Thank You

2010-04-23T13:30:00.003+08:00

They come to you when there's jamming. If not they don't even bother to talk to you. No wonder my bands got no bonding at all. If they can prove to me that we got the bonding even we never talk to each other beside jamming, I got nothing to say. But what I see is nothing! So, what can I say? Officially leave HETHZILEO? They allowed? Take people out of MaskingTapE, will they be happy? See..I am now in the middle of all this stuff when nobody understand & they don't even seems to know. HETHZILEO, Shawn got the heart in it after what I told him but I can't see anything from others. Maybe I can say Katsu got a little. Starsky? I can just forget about it. MaskingTapE, nobody will even talk to me unless we got jamming but at least we got more bonding than HETHZILEO.

Where's all the goal we set for our bands? Where it go? We say it but we never prove it as a band at all.

I am looking for someone that is serious in music by SHOWING the result not SAY SAY only! Cause we can simply say "Wah, next time if we get famous, we sure can be like blah blah blah..." But what have we done?

So any of my bandmates, if you read this. Message me to my handphone and tell me what you all want for the band? A studio band? A band that dare to dream? or a band that talk cock about getting famous only?

Thank you

2010-04-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

1. I say my plan out and you guys don't laught
2. I plan to get LEE KUAN YEW award
3. I plan to STUDY now
4. I plan to get a GPA point of 3.8 and above!
4. I've joined 42km run
5. Have I changed?

I WANT TO PROVE THEM WRONG!

2010-04-15T19:25:00.000+08:00

Last day of Orentation, went around to search for CCA & minium 2 CCA. So I've join some Jazz thingy & Basketball. Desoong go wrote my name at the paper and bring me to the lab to sign up. POWER PACK! Hmmm..nothing much happend actually.

I just feel so empty inside :(

2010-04-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Timetable said 1pm-5pm got lesson but what we do inside class is crap around like nobody business. Until now I still can hear teacher saying "Your hair is long, go get it cut.". Come on, we come school study, not cut hair every months or weeks as long as I can produce a good result.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Went to the computer lab to do some profile thingy, ended up using facebook. Vincent very "tok gong", put dota in his thumb drive & played. WTF?! LOLS. Tomorrow is CCA Orentation, I think I will join arts & music blah blah blah. Then for the 2nd CCA is either basketball or councilling thingy.

Training for NAFA test soon. Even though I don't know when is it.

2010-04-13T15:24:00.002+08:00

Funny people I meet everywhere I go!

Yesterday went for the orientation & it was boring. Play some weirdo ball game & "monkey". Meet some friends like, M.C ( Medical Certificate ), Vincent, Izzan, ChiSeng & Jester. My class got one "CHIO BU" ok?! Today we had been making fun of her & I think she don't know about it. But if she read my blog, I'm sorry ar. Errrr.. Sound a little GL. Went to the hall & see dance performing & guess what? Vincent & I fall asleep! LOLS!

After today, I find that my new life was not bad at all, but it's just the beginning.

I miss you

2010-04-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

Friday went out to Bugis with Ron & meet up FengYi & PuaySee. Then headed to iluma to play arcarde. Sorry girls, never keep you two accomanpany! So they went to Coffee Bean to wait for me and Ron. Then we had a chat @ Coffee Bean for an hour plus if I'm not wrong. PuaySee & FengYi got to go home @ 7pm like that so Ron went with them. Headed to Alice's shop alone to find Shiro for some stuff.

Saturday was kinda boring. As usual, went for lesson & then went home. Meet up Nigel & went to iluma AGAIN to shop for mask for MaskingTapE. Then went to Parklane to meet up Sharil & Khairul for jamming. After jamming Nigel went off first & blah blah blah ( Sorry, I'm Lazy )

Sunday, I got my hair cut and went over to Parklane for jamming. But I got to say this no matter what. Starsky did not attend & actually overslept. If he knew we got jamming, he must rest early instead of resting late. He may got his reasons, but he can't possible rely on us to give him a morning call EVERTIME! I seriously got fucking pissed off & I felt like telling the world " I OFFICIALLY LEAVE HETHZILEO". But Shawn & Katsuke came out an solution which I am not really happy because the one that got no responsibilty did not even came out a solution. I don't care if he is reading this or not. I JUST STATING THE FACT!!

FUCKING PISSED OFF!

2010-04-09T13:29:00.002+08:00

Booooo~ Mother fucking asshole son of the bitch ! ( Just for fun! )

Ok..I don't really like people that only find me when they need me because is nothing better than "using" me to help them do something. I also don't like people to find me when they got no accompany. Stating this two kind of people I don't like prove that how much I dislike you. I can choose to wear a mask and smile to you or I can just fuck you off.

From today onwards, if you still treating me like this I guess I shall just fuck you off instead of wearing a mask.

2weeks without my girlfriend...

and I'm sure this 2weeks will extend soon or later.

2010-04-08T17:56:00.002+08:00

Recently had been meeting PuaySee at Sims there to chit-chat. We find that the wheather is too hot & this time round, I am very serious to have a good HAIR CUT!!! I cannot stand it anymore! I paln to cut it SHORT! This is what Shawn cannot belive when I told him about this & he said he want to see how short I am going to cut my hair.

When we study secondary school, we want our hair to be long but when we graduate, we want our hair to be short. We are the WEIRDO!!

2010-04-06T23:28:00.001+08:00

I've came back from a 1hour non-stop run! Tiring but was worth it! ^^.v

Currently not in a very good mood. Feel so empty. FUCK IT

2010-04-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep till 3am plus. I had been think when was the last time I said "I love You" to you from the bottom of my heart & when was the last time we took neoprint. Then, I realise that this won't be happen again cause I somehow felt that you're leaving. Well, everything will always come to the end. Just follow your heart will do...anyway..

back to my day today with my Grandma & Xiaogu. I went to "STAGE" and I was looking forward to get a Patrick Hooide there but IT'S SOLD OUT!! Of course, I was sad but it's ok! No fate with that hoodie. So I went go get other stuff but I did not pay a single cent cause my Xiaogu paid it for me! Thank you Xiaogu!

Should I start my plan now?

2010-04-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!

Cutest person is..... FENGYI!!!
I called her and told her Cristal is pregnant! Then she was so happy for me! When I told her my child "name" is April Fool, her reaction was damn cute & funny!

Most LOLS person is...LEE JINXI SHAWN THE HULK
I told him that after everyone dicussion, HETHZILEO decided to take him out, then he was like "WHHHHAAAT?! WHY?!" When he knew is April Fool, he said he was damn shocked and stunned. LOLS!!

Most sickening...
I post at youtube saying that Katsuke put my hand at his dick and help him PCC. Cute people message me & Foo GuoWei is the first to react! Sick uh?!

Most touching one is...STARSKY!!!
When I told him I going to leave HETHZILEO, he said "I leave with you then.." Then I told him is April Fool. He was like "WHAT THE.." Starsky, you are the best!!!

Most retard one is HUILING MUMMY...
I asked her if she want to have a relationship with me not she was like "You are too young!" & give me a look. Then when I told her "HAPPY APRIL FOOL!" She was like damn shy, cause she forget!

I had enjoy my HAPPY APRIL FOOL, what's yours?! :)

2010-03-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

Is my life in a mess now?! Hmmm..Maybe..

I wish to compose more songs & my brain got alot of ideas but sometimes the idea that I give people always reject. So...I keep it to myself :)

Rahh!!

Kinda bored now..So just post rubbish..

DO LA MO LA MESSY LA SI LA ZHU LA WEN LA SHI LA KUN!

2010-03-30T22:01:00.002+08:00

I will not stop my passion for music, if you want to stop & get back to it when you like then I will tell you that you're not welcome to my band because I am not opening a hotel. You don't check in & out as you like. My band is family to me & I have a band is not to show off that I'm in a band or attract girls. The reason is I just simply love music so much.
Thank you!!

Today had session with Ralph, Sharil & ZhenYang. Played two of Ralph's originals, "Waiting" & "Dreaming". Both songs are nice althougth it's not my type. Hahas. Do support if he got an album ya?

2010-03-29T16:31:00.002+08:00

Your words cannot be trust. I had enough of your "Ya Ya Papaya" craps. Stop giving excuse for yourself & thinks that what you do is right. Most people find your words are "cannon", want talk rubbish please talk in a smart way, don't talk in a way that makes people feel damn dramatic. You are old enough to think!

I am not refering to my relationship. I refer to someone else that serious make me feel damn sick

Went to find Kenneth just now but he brought his newphew go see doctor with Fiona. So I went off first. Will be staying home and play my bass & ignore the person I had stated on top. Seriously, cannot be bother.

2010-03-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

I think I shall removed e previous post about HETHZILEO. I think I should not said my band negative things here. LOLS! _l_

Today had a talked with them & they said they want to move on. Just hope that the word they said is not "3 mintues" only! I hope it's from their heart.

Yesterday jamming with MaskingTape feat another guitarist which I don't know how to spell his name. "Kiss Me" we played and the song by New Found Glory. After we jammed the first time, I went to kiss KiRa's face cause this is what he wanted! Then headed to HweeTing's birthday. Home sweet home!

2010-03-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO POOPY! :D

2010-03-24T12:37:00.004+08:00

This post is for one of my friend & HETHZILEO

You can choose not to read but you cannot dirty my tagged box

You can only choose to call me and talk about it

First this is for my friend:

I never stated your name ar!!

Life is always unfair and this is what everybody know. BGR sometimes makes you feel like you are the King/Queen of the world because your partner give you alot of happiness but sometimes, it makes you feel like you are the most unfortunate person in the world because your partner hurt you deeply. One thing that you must know is, once if break up, you must let go. When you decided to start this story, you must know how to end it. Happy ending? Sad ending? Friends always come and go. That's why I said, 1 true friend is better than 10 "true" friends ya? I can only say this much cause my brain a little block

Sorry ar!

HETHZILEO:

Seriously, hate me or what is up to you guys. What I can say is..THINK first cause I had beening thinking before I post this.

Now, HETHZILEO is like a blind person because we don't have any direction.

Drummer want what he wants & Guitarist lazy to think of original. Vocal study so I can understand. Seriously, if you guys really want to move on, this is not the way! I wanted to leave the band but Vocal asked me not to leave and asked me to see how things work after the recording, so I wait! Where is the spirit I saw when we jamming at SiMei there?! Where the fuck it go? Where is the HETHZILEO's memebers that share the same goal?! I don't mention who said this but why you become like this?! You knew how I feel when you want Vocal to out the band when he and me was trying to hold the band and do composing?! What if today, people said they want you out?!

We are a band, a family. We are not a faggots that kick them out just because they are bad or lousy! Then what about some of you? Just because of BGR or no money?! Come on, if we are a family, we will always there for you!

Seriously, I want a answer of how you all thought during Sunday. Is either we move on, we disband or I leave the band.

2010-03-23T12:11:00.002+08:00

Not in a very good mood recently.

In life, most of the people find you to hang out with them when they are alone or chat with you only when they are bored or they need your help. For this case, they will not counted as my true friends. I used to had a friend that only called me when he/she need my help, if he/she don't need my help, there will never be a call from him/her. Seriously, what's the point of having a friend that is like that?!

Some of the people know new friends and left old friends aside. When the new friends is busy or they having conflict, they will turn back to the old friends. I was wondering how thick their skin is?! This people are still ok but what worst is, they know new friends then said bad things about their old friends and they never said about when they need help last time how the old friends comfort them. All they know is to bad mouth, bad mouth & BAD MOUTH!! Then if they quarrelled with new friends, they will turn back to told the old "friends" about the negative point of their new friends!! Does this things ever happen to anyone of you?!

The things I had stated had happen to me once & now. This make me kinda pissed off & what I can say is true friends are hard to find. I rather have 1 true friend than having 10 "true" friends.

GG! -.-_l_

2010-03-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

Lovely PAPASON!

Had a day out with Nosuke @ Friday. Went somewhere to get something then headed to Plaza Sing and some street festival thing. Bands there were awesome, especially the one that played Digimon song. Have alot of fun on friday! :)

You got no rights to control the way I doing things! Don't show us those attitude! We don't own you a living! I or I should said we can smile infront of you but it doesn't mean we are happy with your ridiculous attitude!

Seriously...
stop thinking that everything you said is right if you wish everthing to move on

PEACE!

A message that touch me

2010-03-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

Just had a chat with my uncle, Kennet. He said something that makes me a little touch because he seldom say that to me. He said if I wanna retake O'level, he will pay for me. After that, if I am interested to go for further studies, he will pay for my school fees. He told me others stuff too and advise me for my job in the future as well.

So, in conclusion...
I will retake O level when I go National Service and I will concentrate on ITE first then I "upgrade" myself slowly. So, I shall start from ITE. I want to become musician, but sometimes, having a back up is better. This is not call no confident in my music, is call "smart way of doing things". I don't want my future wife to suffer as well!!!

In future, if I success, I will really thanks my uncle alot!

Good Night Readers!

2010-03-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 7am went off to work at Orchard OG
Then just now I saw someone totally look 101% like me & he was botak!
Face, pimple, everything!
I just cannot imagine it, then my partner aunty came to me and asked me if he is my twin brother. I stand there and stone for a few seconds, so was he..
Serioulsy, no joke

2010-03-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

Found this picture at my phone & I think StarSky took it yesterday when I was sleeping at Vivo. He said "Yuki, bunny will like this" Great! Starsky! GG!

Today Katsuke sent a morning message to me and I disturbed him back! GG la Katsuke!

Went to meet god-grand-daughter at Lavender Mrt Station then headed to Plaza Sing to meet Katsuke & HuiTing. After that saw Gladys while waiting for Steven Tan WeiBin. There BLAH BLAH BLAH! Lazy to type out everything.

I love little kids. They are just so adorable! <3

But my son, Katsuke is not...GG!

2010-03-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

Time seriously fly fast ya?! Tomorrow my son, Katsuke is going to start his school at MDIS! Hmmm, SAYONARA!! What I am worried is not Katsuke, I am more worry for the guys & girls there..hmmm...hopefully they are ok when they saw the KATSUKE SEDUCER! 4 years passed and now we are all grow up..Katsuke, have a nice school day ya?

Music Video was awesome and tiring..Tomorrow is always a new day! :)

Actually I got nothing to post, the post for today is for Katsuke son! <3

2010-03-12T10:31:00.002+08:00

Today will be a little time crash, I got to go to collect both MaskingTapE & HETHZILEO recording from Hafiz. Then I still got to go to Shawn's house then Katsu's house. What a busy day yea?! Write song with Shawn, record video at Katsu's house & alot alot of stuff!

Fuck it!!

Katsuke Lim Mao Jun Gary is going to start his first day of school soon, may we bless the students there won't get seduce by him. Everylasting Seducer! GG!

JA!!

2010-03-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

Looks like everything is back to normal. Time to work hard with Nick & Sharil before school start again! Same goes to HETHZILEO & MaskingTapE!! \m/

I am still wondering if I should go apply for the grading exam for bass or not?! Nowadays I spent most of my times writing original & covering songs but no time for learning grading songs. Hmmm..Suggestion?!

2010-03-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

I guess I should let it go & continue with my journey with HETHZILEO & MaskingTapE. Meanwhile, I will be waiting for Nick's news & ever ready to Rock & Roll with Nick once again! I love to perform with him so much!!! Alright, this Sunday HETHZILEO's music video flimming & I can't wait! Anyway, feel free go see the blog @ http://hethzileo.blogspot.com ..I don't think there will be people but our original will be update there soon.

Katsuke, morning rooster?! JOKING! Laopa love you! Going to start school liao hor?! Must not ask boy boy there to suck your cock ok? Understand ma?! Guai! Son, lim pek lurbe you ar! (L)

BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY!!!!

2010-03-10T16:08:00.006+08:00

Bunny!

Post this for fun..

Anyway..

Abyssal Dawn....Disband :(

I deleted the post is because some "Spammer Fuckers" came and tagged with funny name. To prevent my tagged box dirty. I deleted the previous post. LMAO!

2010-03-09T20:36:00.001+08:00

Back from recording & it's fun! Good Job! Just knew that one of my friend got a police investigation case. I hope he's find & this won't affect his studies. Seeing him like that makes me feel sad for him too. I'll pray for him... There always tomorrow bro!

2010-03-09T12:23:00.002+08:00

HETHZILEO had done the final recording for Jasper's project. So today is MaskingTapE's final recording for the project as well. This Sunday is HETHZILEO's Music Video project. Just see how it work.

HETHZILEO writing a new original again. Maybe will go for recording when Katsuke join us again. Not really that sure! BLAH!!!

2010-03-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

This movie is out on this Thursday & by right me and Poopy suppose to watch this together but, something happen that I find that we will not be watching this together anymore. Why? She got her own friends.

I am not her "Tokio Hotel" & I cannot be one cause I am not them even I am trying to be one just for her. Maybe this is all fate. Sometimes, I asked myself, "Faggot, what the fuck you want for your music in the future?!" Well, my answer is always the same. The reason I keep asking myself cause I find that I still got a lot to improve!

2010-03-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

I just cannot believe that I had tolerate for 3 years & things are still the same, repeating! I always tell myself, "Hey, things will get better if you forgive!" but I guess everything prove me wrong. My bands, HETHZILEO, although now is getting better but my guitarist, Starsky always don't write down his solo or do his part of writing down it. I wonder, When the fuck will he change?! MaskingTapE, this band I won't be worry because they all did their part but the guitarists, one very ego, one very narrow minded. To them, maybe limelight is important but what's the point? We are a band, we are all equal! When they had decide not to "fight" for the limelight then I can rest assure my lead, KiRa will surpass who he wanted. Abyssal Dawn, I can 101% rest assure so ya. Overall, relationship's stress is more than band...

My studies, now I am really wanted to help elderly but some fucking bitches just fucking say that is becuase I do not want to go National Serviece so early that's why I want to come ITE. What the fuck is this when they asked me go down to interview and said this to me?!

People, What the Fuck you all really want?!
MOTHER FUCKER!

2010-03-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

Tokio Hotel, why I will post them at my blog?!

Because...

I went to watch Alice In Wonderland ( 3D ) with Poopy @ Bugis yesterday!

Why?! Because Tokio Hotel...Why? Poopy LOVE Tokio Hotel..So, a boyfriend can only accompany her to watch..

Satoshi..I post it for fun because he is handsome & cute...

Having a last jamming with HETHZILEO before the last recording session. Suppose to have performance @ University but cancel. So...ya! What I can say now is have a nice weekend &
ROCK ON!

2010-03-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

Nigel, I'm sorry to make your dick wet by posting this picture!

Sorry guys, this pictures is making my Nigel masterbating!
*WuuuuYea!*

Thinking about why I started playing bass when I don't love it at all from the start, I want to thanks those musician that inspired me. Although I get to contact some from Japan, but they never reply me! *Sigh*

I am going to take my music more serious than the past and I will make Abyssal Dawn, HETHZILEO & MaskingTapE shine!
*Remember this like how you remember your birthday!*

Rock ya?! \m/

*SEX & DRUGS, FUCK & ROLL*

2010-03-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Grandma
Happy Birthday to Grandma
Happy Birthday to Grandma~
Happy~ Birthday~ to~~~ GRANDMA! :)

2010-03-01T21:25:00.003+08:00

Katsuke & me during recording

Like I said, I went for interview this morning. Guess what? I got insult! I am there for interview not for you to insult! Plus I got no point running National Service, now I really want to study then they fucking push me to a corner. I really love this course cause I want to help elderly and those people that are handicapped. Why is this world fucking fuck up?! If I go in National Service, I will make sure I "take out" a gun and fuck it into the two bitches teachers' pussy and FIRE! \m/ *TORTURE & PAIN!*

Afternoon went out with Poopy to Bugis. Went to had our lunch and catch a move, WOLFMAN @ iluma. We had ice-cream before the movie! I love the present that Poopy gave me & the perfume my mum gave me. Although I did not have alot of presents, but those who give me ang-bao. I thank you! :)

Tomorrow going for recording again!

2010-03-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NEO KOK HUA (MYSELF)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO....ME~

2010-02-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

Oh well, I am going to make a quick post before the clock turn 12am! Because it's my birthday! Blah! Recently had been doing recording and it's not done yet. Hopefully can be done next week yea?!
I am going for ITE interview tomorrow! Hopefully everything is ok! Buahahas!
Alright! JA~!

2010-02-25T22:54:00.006+08:00

Blackhole 212 performance was AWESOME! *CLAP CLAP *

The 1st band was pop-rock so I did not actually went to listen cause I am not really used to it. Follow by the 2nd band & they are POWER! Most of the song they played are Avenged Sevenfold. HEADBANG! Finally was Abyssal Dawn turn, Alex headbang and went down the stage to headbang with the 2nd band & moshing too! I love this feeling, really. I realise this is the most beautiful things I love to see when I'm standing on stage!

Alex done a FUCKING GOOD JOB! Audiences were all headbanging with him! Moshing occur while he was headbanging! \m/

Nick & Din was awesome! Nick solo although was being shadowed but AWESOME!

Sharil double pedal never dissapoint us! HOEH!

Although we screw up a little at the end of Dying Daylight but we ENJOY! \m/

Din going for a "vaccation" after this gig & we will be recording "Dying Daylight" without him..
Gig was over

27o1 HETHZILEO recording,

28o1 MaskingTapE recording, 29o1 HETHZILEO jamming,

o5o3 HETHZILEO & MaskingTapE performance

ROCK ON!

I am counting down~ *HINT HINT!*

2010-02-24T10:13:00.002+08:00

One more day to go! Woot! I bet Sharil & the band members are all ready for the war!

* Smack ass* O.O"__

I stepping out another step and it's getting nearer and nearer! Although now I cannot told Poopy how I feel cause we never talk to each other, but at least I can type here so if she bother to see she will read how I feel. I am really very excited and hungry for this gig! I am also very happy that MaskingTapE, HETHZILEO & Abyssal Dawn had finally make a big movement! I just hope she will be here on the 5th March!

No matter how far my dream is, I will work hard....

2010-02-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

After so much incident, you're still the same. You still never change & listen, stop using what I had said as "your own quote". Thank you! :)

Ask me about my life...I trying to keep myself busy and guess what I going to have a very busy timetable this week. Why? Every morning got to accompany MR KALAKUKE ( Katsuke ) go play golf then go jamming. Having gig this thursday and recording this Friday and Saturday. What next, jamming on Sunday which I don't really feel like because I going to celebrate my birthday with my family. Unless jamming starts early, if not I don't think I will be going. HAHAS! Hardly see me skip jamming. BLAH!

Life sux.. ^^.v

2010-02-21T20:23:00.003+08:00

Bad news happened yesterday! SQ, Abyssal Dawn's KB had injured his ear and he can't join us for the gig! Awwww! I was very shocked when I knew it, but I believe his soul is with us. Sharil had join Abyssal Dawn. Welcome him! Our gig will be the first experience for us!

Just came back from HETHZILEO's jamming, have a chat with Hafiz. Afterall, not bad!

Life seriously, sux!

2010-02-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

"Get a gun, point it right on your head or mine . Load it and get ready to fire! I am ready for anything! If I'm not dead, you're dead! Let us play a game, this isn't mind game!"
By, Yuki Byakuya

I don't know why I will think of this. Today my day was totally ruined by mother fucker. GOD DAMN IT!

Went jamming with MaskingTapE, but not really that nice because we did not manage to tighten the original for the project due to Ernest absent. Well, step by step! Abyssal Dawn's jamming session tomorrow and Saturday. New drummer, Sharil known as Ryukzaki, from ReNeGaDe & MaskingTapE are joining us. Why? Because Helmi had leave us. I wish him all the best for his work and family. His soul will always be with AbyssalDawn. Sunday will be HETHZILEO's jamming session. Finally, I can feel myself!

"In life, some people choose to give up without trying that's why they fail"

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